I made a resolution the other day. After looking at myself in the mirror. I locked my clothes in the suitcase and proceeded to man up. I know, how many times is that?
I peruse blogs and see the pictures of pretty trans women and I compare me to them. I am lacking. I'm extremely overweight again and dressing is just one more secret in an already secret life.
Then I woke up this morning with an intense desire to pamper myself. I wanted to slip into a bra and panties and peruse my closet for something stunning to wear.
But alas, I cannot. I'm surrounded by people who expect me to be male. I might go crazy. I might just give up. I want to give in. Oh damn!
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